Saturday, October 15, 2005


Okay, maybe I am over reacting with this, but I just checked out my boyfriend's myspace, and he has himself listed as single and all his friends all HOT girls (with the execption of his daughter). Should I be upset? I know we have our problems, but I don't bill myself as single and make friends with a bunch of hot guys!

I think he set this up almost a year ago, we have been together for about 4 years. Maybe I should give him what he wants and let him be single...maybe I am being a nut case and shouldn't worry. Should I tell him, he is the one who gave me the myspace address...maybe he wants to see if I get upset...I should just kill him and be done with it.

Friday, October 07, 2005

What to do?

I have been dating the same man for almost 5 years, we are both divorced and he has two kids, two different moms. Needless to say lots of bagage! It is very obvious that his youngest daughter does not like me (nor does her mom, I am satan in their eyes). This makes my life very hard. I actually try best I can to get along with this child, but it does no good. I feel like my being in this man's life is hindering his relationship with his daughter. He refused to see it that way, but because of this I think it makes it even worse.

I have seriously begun to question the viability of this relationship. Having been together this long it is almost as hard as a dicision as getting divorced the first time. But I don't feel happy a lot of the time, he doesn't seem happy especially lately, and I know this particular daughter is not happy.

It is definately time to do some serious soul searching...